pondering

So I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm just at a complete loss. I had the thought of yarn dyeing. Maybe find a vendor who sells all natural cotton, bamboo, and wool; get some natural dyes and do some custom yarns to sell on Etsy. For that matter... I COULD technically make my own crochet hooks. Make like citrus wood hooks, I would need a dremel and some technical specs for size and gauge...

I don't know; I'm truly grasping at straws here. I am so lost and depressed and I can't figure out how to drag myself up. I enjoy being home and working on crochet so much... I just can't seem to get any sold. I did however get a nice offer at Village Inn. One of the support staff asked for a hat cause he's going up North. I told him if he took some of my business cards and handed them out to people it was a deal. It's a start I guess.

As a side note, my animals are so stupid. The cat is in a box and he's chewing on it like it's offended him. My dog however is outside of the box licking it like it's the tastiest thing ever. They are quite the pair. There might be a whole brain between the two of them.